Feeling tHis

kadang gw benci jadi diri sendiri.....
tapi kadang gw bangga ma diri sendiri....

hidup emang aneh..

knapa kadang mereka ga bisa ngertiin perasaan kita????????????
bagaimana jika mereka menjadi kita????
apakah mereka akan sadar?

satu kata yang sulit dicapai 'adil'...
kata itu tak berpihak kepada gw,,, kadang dunuia ga adil

Orkom oh Orkom

Orkom(Organisasi Komputer) salah satu mata kuliaa yang harus diambil di semester genap ini...
tapi entah memgapa ujiannya susah banged....
waktu uts gw pelajari itung-itungan eh yang keluar hapalan sedangkan waktu uas, belajar dari pengalaman uts jadi gw apalin deh tu buku dan ternyata yang keluar di uas adalah soal iyungan.
unpredictable wow...
keren banged dah orkom....


*masii stress karena orkom yang jawabannya tak ada yang gw pahami T.T

The Winner Takes it All

The Winner Takes It All
by : aBBa

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

H - 3 uas

aduh.. ga kerasa udah tinggal bwerapa hari lagi udah mau uas..

hiks.. uas emang hal yang menakutkan buat gw,,,, bikin badan jadi ga enak semuanya...
uas semester ini lebih kacrut,,pelajarannnya ga bgd..
dari yang menghafal bukyu tebel ampe yang koding-koding...

tapi gw berharap di uas ini gw dapet nilai yang lebih baik dari semester lalu ...Amin..

aku jatuh lagi...

hwaa.... jatuh lagi...lagi... dan lagi untuk kesekian kalinya...

gataw ni ga jelas banged ama apa yang gw tulis...

pokoknya gw lagi bt, bimbang dan lain-lain...
tapi gw berharap jangan ampe gw jatoh lagi untuk kesekian kalinya...